If our waiting begins by quieting the activities of daily life, and being still before God; if we bow and seek to see God in His universal and almighty operation; if we yield to Him in the assurance that He is working and will work in us; if we maintain the place of humility and stillness, and surrender until God’s Spirit has stirred up in us confidence that He will perfect His work, our waiting will indeed become the strength and the joy of the soul.

- Andrew Murray, The Believer’s Secret of Waiting on God

“Well, it’s about time!”

Have you ever said that?

I’ve said it to myself, the Finkster, my kids…even God.  If I had a dollar for every time I’ve said, “It’s about time!”,  I’d be  richer than Oprah, Donald Trump and a double chocolate fudge brownie topped with chocolate chips and icing combined. Yeah, that rich. Shock

Then I freeze-frame (what a great song that was!) back fourteen years ago, “Don’t pray for God to give me patience, cause I don’t want it…I just want to know now.”

Yup, I was a grown adult, paying my own bills, a military officer, leader in my church and earnestly declaring to my fellow sister in Christ and military officer, that I did not want to wait, I wannawannawanna wannawannaa know NOW!  Kathy smiled in the gentle way that she does, and told me that she was going to pray for God to give me patience.

Now, I know she heard me. Humph.  Some friend she is.  Side Frown

True friends have a way of knowing what we need, when we haven’t a clue ’cause we’re all tied up in a majestic performance of temper tantruming.  Really Pissed

Today, I’m waiting on quite a few prayers to be answered.  Maybe you are too?

Our home has been on the market for five months now. The daily cleaning is cramping my style.  Our new pad will be finished at the end of October and there’s only one delay…a buyer for our current home.

Finkster’s health, my knee….s-t-i-l-l w-a-i-t-i-n-g…..

Thing is, the Finkster and I have had a lot more tests than just the house or our health and this week, God pressed something so preciously into my heart.  It’s about time alright – “it’s about time” that I step away from my old patterns of fret and trust God, His timing and His ways.

Five years ago, God’s perfect timing showed up big time.  Sometimes it really helps to look back and remember how God’s provided to get ya through.

At the time our boys were one and four years old.  The Finkster  had a daily three-hour commute.  He wasn’t, but he felt  like an absent father.  He desired a  job where the commute would be less and he could be a  family man more.  Out of the blue, he received a phone call from a corporate recruiter.  After several interviews and such, he was offered a job in San Diego, California.   Our house in VA went on the market, we had a buyer and things were looking like they were working out.

Then two weeks before our move, we were in West Virginia, saying “Good Bye” to Dave’s family, and we received a phone call.  The buyer of our home backed out (on the three-day HOA documents exception). The Finkster’s head dropped like a wilted flower.  I grabbed my best friend’s hands and looked at him square in the face and said, “Babe, don’t look down, look up – God’s doing something. I don’t know what it is, but I trust Him. Trust Him babe.”  So there we were, with  ticked off family members (we were taking their grandbabies to the west coast) , no home buyer and my best friend gasping for breath.

Then, three days before our first car was to be  shipped to California, Dave’s company, not wanting to lose him, made him an offer he just couldn’t refuse (what is it with me and the chronic Godfather move lines?).  They offered not only a headquarters office (10 miles away from our current home), but they also matched the increased salary of the new company.

The Finkster called me to tell me the news.  “Are you playin’ with me right now?” was all I could get out.

Funny thing is, he just wanted more family time, not money.  Yes, he took the raise and the headquarters job and we thanked God but for more reasons than I’ve yet typed.  You see, a month later my father had open heart surgery.  I knew I wasn’t going to be there if I was a California resident.  My heart was very heavy about it.  God knew the desires of both of our hearts, and in the right time, He allowed all our needs to be met.  I was able to be there, with my Pop in the pre-op room on the day of his open heart surgery.  I went home the day after and returned again, once he was back home, for three weeks to help him in his daily life. That would not have happened if we were living in California.  And it was during that three-week trip that I learned the real story of how my parents met.  Guess I’m finally old enough now!

I agree, it was the oddest route, but God’s timing – perfect.

The Israelites had the oddest route too.  Geographically, what could have been an 11 day trip took oh, only 40 years. God could made it a shorter time, HE is God after all…but He didn’t.  While they were in the wilderness, He showed powerful provisions to demonstrate His love and well, the Israelites (like me) temper tantrumed, a lot.

God showed me a powerful “what if”.

What if…the Red Sea was already parted before Moses and the Israelites arrived as they fled from their former Egyptian captors?  (See Exodus 14) The entire miracle could have been talked away.  After God used Moses to part the Red Sea, even the sand under their feet was bone dry.   That and the water walls that protected them could have been taken  as a coincidence, or a freak of nature…or something, anything, other than God.

Know why God brought the Israelites T-H-R-O-U-G-H the wilderness and the Red Sea?  I believe it was for them to have utter dependence on God.

Anything earlier…and anything later, would have been void of God’s signature. With God it is about time.

Well I’m standing here, still waiting, and believing that the very same God that allowed His power to be present in Moses to part the Red Sea is the same God that protected us from the California move and is and the same God whose timing will prove to be perfect again…even today, as we wait.

You too.

Are you waiting on God?  Do you think it’s “about time”?

While I’m still going to pray and ask you to pray, I’m also going to just get crazy with my bad self, and just continue to say, “Lord, I don’t see exactly what you’re doing, but I trust you…your timing is perfect, help me have peace and be still while I wait for your timing.”  It’s about time…

3-Part Harmony and the Trinity

I believe that each of us in inherently created with a song in our heart.  It may not exactly be musical, but it is that depth in which we are stirred by the Spirit of God.  I’d like to talk about the “song” I’ve been given today.

Early in my life, once I came to know Jesus as my Savior, I felt called to be involved in ministry.  I went through school, preparing to study psychology to go into counseling.  There was a simple melody that played through me at that time, like an a cappella version of “Amazing Grace” with only one voice singing.

I soon came to a point in my life where God revealed the “wretch” I had been.  I felt I had been too flawed to counsel anyone.  I changed my major to English.  My writing moved people.  To me, it was like taking dictation from Jesus.  My words, however, became the second line in my musical score.  I was getting closer to performing my living song and being obedient to my Calling.

Years passed, I continued to write as I was inspired.  I “walked my talk” as best as I could.  I testified and sang the praises of real, live miracles I have seen, and the forgiveness I’ve been granted.  I bought a shirt and wore it around a lot, and people noticed.

I tried to be a light among men, drawing people to Christ like a moth to a flame (Matthew 5:16).  I realized, then, I have a 3 part harmony living song!  In my mind, I believed, I professed my beliefs, and I freely spoke of how God was and is real to me in many ways.

My life is an act of “Amazing Grace”!  Now, if I hear that song, especially when performed by Il Divo, it moves me to raise my eyes toward Heaven in Thanksgiving for my salvation.

“I once was lost, but now am found” and I thank God for the tremendous game of hide and seek!  Also I thank Him for my life song … I “was blind, but now I see,” with the “eyes” of my spirit.

What is it in your life that makes you feel that you have true communion with God?  Is there a hymn or a certain Scripture that you hold dear?  What is it that motivates us to be obedient to the Calling God places in our hearts?  That is our song … and some music just makes it come alive!  Be in touch with what it is in you that makes you stronger in your faith, prouder in your testimony, and victorious in your ministry.  We all have been given a purpose, or a living song.  What is yours?

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